haiz....
Monday, December 18, 2006
haiz......dunno wad 2 write lehz....been wrking OT for e last two daes frm 9am-10pm n 6.30am-5pm for sat n sun respectively....den 2molo still nid wrk frm 8am-10pm.....omg...haiz...while at wrk...it's been a long long tym since i last saw someone smile or happy de face le....mayb u haf done so n i didn't c it bahx.....u noe whu u r bahx...i dun care if u c mi as a stranger or wad...as long as u're happi can le....i'm starting 2 accept e fact dat we're strangers nw le...nth matters 2 mi anymore le...Am i reali happy??..e ans is no...though i'll try 2 b happy on e surface laughing lyk mad etc......but deep dwn mi...it hurts....i'm still unable 2 walk out of my past.......when will i find e real mi??....i noe i haf e abilities 2 achieve at least some success in things dat i do if i wrk hard...but i tend 2 take risks....n rite nw...i'm in no mood 2 do things le....except....dunno....haiz.....
--MY WAY...MY STYLE--
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